He who believeth in Ja shall not be condemnedBut he that believeth not is condemned alreadyOnly because he has not believedIn the name of the only begotten son, my LordFor he so feared the world he left his only begotten sonTo shed his blood show that pain is loveBut I wont cry `cause I live to dieWit my mind on my money and my guns to the skyFor he so feared the world he left his only begotten sonTo shed his blood, show that pain is loveBut I wont cry `cause I live to dieWit my mind on my money and my guns to the skyYeah, why would you leave somethin you love here to dieIn the cold and it grows like a concrete roseBeautiful, ain`t I? Till I withered and diedOn insane streets you left me and, screamin` @Lord let me in@I don`t know where to begin since I lost your loveBut then again your love was strictly for the drugsI don`t know whether to hug or to fill you with slugsFuckin` them whores instead of claimin` whats rightfully yoursHole in my heart from all the pain you causedWith no direction you left your first born lostGive or take a few `cause my hate for youGrew, over the years through blood, sweat, and tearsI wanted to be just like you, my father figure, now I wanna fight youYou bitch nigga, left me `lone and parts of me never out grownThe fact that you left home when mom`s was so strong@Don`t let them get you fed, this world is yours@, she saidNow nothin` that stoppin` me but two to the headIn life there`s more to come when it`s all said and doneYou lost one, love, your only begotten sonFor he so feared the world he left his only begotten sonTo shed his blood, show that pain is loveBut I wont cry `cause I live to dieWit my mind on my money and my guns to the skyFor he so feared the world he left his only begotten sonTo shed his blood, show that pain is loveBut I wont cry `cause I live to dieWit my mind on my money and my guns to the skyBut what a nigga live for and damn ready to die youngI`m the shadow behind the gun look at what I`ve becomeThe feared of many niggas, the floss of most bitchesThe love that runs deepest in the hearts of street niggasRaised in the ghetto by the ghetto, was taught young to pop the metalThats how shit get settled, learn to cook up the cokeNever leave home without toastLearn to fly my bitches with birds and furs not coatsNever trust ya from a toddler to hustlaI was trained as a youngsta to cock back and slug yaLove me or hate me, ya only sonLet me live or kill me, the chosen oneJa, under the gun gotta kill `em for showIf you want it you gonna get more then you askin` forLife`s got more to come but when its all said and doneYou lost one, love, your only begotten sonFor he so feared the world he left his only begotten sonTo shed his blood, show that pain is loveBut I wont cry `cause I live to dieWit my mind on my money and my guns to the skyFor he so feared the world he left his only begotten sonTo shed his blood, show that pain is loveBut I wont cry `cause I live to dieWit my mind on my money and my guns to the skyI wanted to be forever yours, looking now at nothin` more thanTwo lost souls lookin` to meet at the cross roadsI burn the hydro, lay back with my eyes closedIn deep thought like Brittany is somethin` I`d die forHow the fuck do you sleep at night?Knowin` you wrong the only thing you ever did rightDespite the loss I stretch the length of a shortNow I got a new father whose name is New YorkRunnin` wild in the streets with heat, we don`t talk`Cause when its cold you basically live life in darkWhen light would shine from the heavensAnd bless one, Ja Rule love, your only begotten sonFor he so feared the world he left his only begotten sonTo shed his blood, show that pain is loveBut I wont cry `cause I live to dieWit my mind on my money and my guns to the skyFor he so feared the world he left his only begotten sonTo shed his blood, show that pain is loveBut I wont cry `cause I live to dieWit my mind on my money and my guns to the skyFor he so feared the world he left his only begotten sonTo shed his blood, show that pain is loveBut I wont cry `cause I live to dieWit my mind on my money and my guns to the sky